Friday, December 18, 2009

Emotional stability in work..


Once in a blue moon, you have a revelation. Something which makes you kick yourself and ask: "I can't believe I've been so blind! How could I have missed this?". It could be a simple bug, or a minor semicolon which you missed in your code which could have saved the entire world from extinction. There are days when you are high on one side, writing hundreds of lines of code and come out with a laughter, a giggle with a sense of satisfaction. There are days when you feel bad and sad, debugging a little tricky issue, mostly some one else code and then you come into a solemn seclusion with a heavy laden heart. Being close to 4 years in this profession the thrill of coding, the challenge in debugging, the fun in the work environment is coming down day by day and the frustration at being the same every day. And then you have this loan on your head which makes you feel every day that you are deep in this shit. And you wonder everyday thinking, Do I after all love what I do? and you end up having no answer for it. Each day you end up thinking, "The idea of spending the rest of your life in this profession" scares the hell out of you. And to end, with no exceptional clarity in your life, It is your duty to tune your mind to depict the emotion that you need to show to this profession with more hard work & discipline, and less inspiration & creativity. Till you get that clarity in your life, Let your thoughts vibrate with a stable emotional mind and continue to be just another brick in the wall.

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